Our Life!

I have realized that i am the worst blogger ever known to blogging history! One of my New years resolutions before the new year is to be a better blogger. It has been a crazy and wonderful year and I'm so sad that i haven't posted all of the amazing things that have gone on. To start Payton June was born on June 9Th weighing 7 lbs 11oz. She is the most amazing baby and i think my heavenly father new exactly what he was doing when he sent her to us. She is full of life and is truly the happiest and smiliest babies I've ever seen. She just turned 6 months and looking back i cannot believe how fast it has gone by. Some of the new and exciting things we get to enjoy her doing lately are rolling EVERYWHERE, saying "dadadadadadada" which makes Jordan the happiest dad in the world, laughing all the time, loving us being silly, and starting to sit by herself. (for about max 4 seconds :) ) We Love her like crazy! Jordan recently joined the Utah National Guard and will be leaving for around 4 months for training soon! :( Yes that also means we are moving to Utah. I never thought those words would come out of my mouth but ill get use to them. We are very excited for the new change even if it is a little scary. I think of this past year and even though it might have been a tough one it has also been AMAZING and we have been blessed with so much! Love you all and Merry Christmas!

I was wrong!!! It's a girl :)

So as soon as Jordan will help me learn how to use a computer and upload pictures like millions of other people know how to do i will show you guys some adorable pictures of my BABY GIRL! I am still in shock that i called that one wrong but i have to admit that i couldn't be happier. For all of those who read my last post... My new doctor is amazing and she did give me an ultra sound just to check and make sure everything looked perfect. It did. before she even started me and Jordan both asked if she could try and see if she could tell what sex it was. She agreed saying "ill try!" we were hoping she could tell. As she was looking so was i, ( that is for a little boy part.) I wasn't seeing anything that i thought looked liked that but i also didn't even really know how to look for that!  ha ha. She proceeded to say ,"i think its looking like a girl! She didn't want to say if she was for sure or not because i still had to go down to the hospital for a level 3 ultra sound which is where they tell you for sure.  We were in shock! Jordan reacting a bit emotionless, as he did when i told him i was pregnant told me when he had before I'm not gonna react until we know for sure! It drives me crazy! 

We were lucky and were able to get an appointment the next morning down at Zion for the big 1 hour ultra sound. I was so nervous for some reason that lets just say the bumper to bumper ride down there was no fun at all for me, Jordan or my make-up bag. I still haven't gotten the trick down how not to be sick early in the morning! At least i know my husband really loves me if he is still hanging around after seeing me go through the most unattractive animal like reactions humans can make. ha ha. ......We arrived and went in, the doctor checked EVERYTHING and told us she would tell us last what it was. The baby was quite obvious in letting us know she was a girl for sure. Acting shy and stubborn. The doctor said it is definitely a girl and Jordan's face as i looked over was lit up with a huge scared to death smile of "omg its a girl!" I was overwhelmed with excitement and instantly had a different feeling of being pregnant. So there it is sorry it took me longer to get back to some of you.

As soon as i can ill try and put a picture of her tiny little face up. Love you all. 

Mothers Instinct

Soooo im not sure if its just me but i feel like it will be forever until i find out what gender this baby is going to be! I am currently 5 months and well i personally think ill die if i have to wait any longer. Many of you may ask what is taking so long? Well let me explain the story behind what is making this drag on forever!

Alright here it is. When i first found out i was prego out insurance was through blue sheild. I loved my doctor but our insurance was really expensive each month and only covered 70% which isnt a lot when you had as many tests done on you and blood drawn from you as i did. Well amazingly in this economy jordan was blessed to get a job through wells fargo which has been the best thing ever. We have benifits for anything you can imagine which i awesome and saving us a million dollars a month. (Who knew life could be less stressful!) Anyways while we were researching which insurance company and health insurance policy would be the best and save us the most is med. bills it was Kaiser. Unfourtounitly i had to switch doctors, and the doctor i was recommended was gonna take forever to be able to see me. I have an appointment on Monday and feel as anxious as a kid who is going to Disneyland for there first time. I have thought about it all week long! I'm going to beg here to give me an ultrasound right there and then at this appointment and very well might cry if i have to wait any longer. 

I must worn you all that if i let you all know its a boy you might be surprised but i have felt from day one that it is 90% sure to be a boy! I guess you could say that's my motherly intuition kicking in! I will be on top of the world if it is either one but feel that the reason my belly is forming as if i have a growing basketball in it is because it a boy. My sisters tended to gain more belly weight and carry their babies wider when it was a girl inside. So far all of our pregnancies have been extremely similar so I'm counting on it. Anyways sorry if i bore any of you just thought i should write at least one blog a month and also thought i would explain as to why we still don"t know what gender our baby is. haha

I will be sure to keep you all posted after Monday! :)